hello. today is quite okay.. hahah normal school day. but not gonna talk about school coz it's always the same. hahhaha okay i think i'll emo abit here. i feel so left out sometimes. err yeah coz some people like always go out together as a group then never invite me. hahahah. not saying must invite me but then like ehhh hahah just feel very left out larh. sigh -.- then i don't think i'm treated as one of them, i'm just following them around like a puppy? lol. they are like treating me nice for the sake of treating me nice.
also i not sure whether i'm happy in express coz normal funner.. people warmer and stuff but then just happy that got into express. but i wonder whether i'm asking too much as a friend. i hope not if not i will really change. cause i might sound jealous. but i just hope to be like "in" with them. coz i really think i'm an outcast.
although class is just a place where is study with them and friends, i have esther, but then i spent like almost half the day in class where i feel so extra. i really "admire" ______ coz __ just came into this class then ___ already so fast have a __________. not sayin i dont but they always leave me out.
you're like a hero lifting me up,
you're like a prince and i'm the princess.
you're everything to me.©
Labels: felt like an outcast
