devastated

carmen loveee, hahah yes! i'm happy
i'm finally 14!
i feel so old! remember that picture at IKEA?
the frog is our "prince" welcome to everything that
you've thanked me! thanks for standing by me too
whenever i feel sad or down.
it's hard to not be sad cause you've liked that person
for a really long time, so its hard to give up
i understand how you feel. yes i remembered our rocky
friendship during primary six. it was fun
but yet hurting too 'cause of all the quarrels we had
it was pain and a hard time for both of
us to go through. yes, we did mature through the years
and this year we only quarrelled once!;D
i really want our friendship to stay this way
yup, everything is going to turn out right
i love you too♥
"love is devastating". i totally understand that now
it's hard to let go something which you have once held so dear
to your heart. i was sitting there, waiting for him
to come. but it never happened.
i should just leave, still i'm waiting. even if we talk,
the feeling i have and the feeling he has are totally different
why did i have the thought that we could ever be together?
that's just simply because i believe you won't let me down. but,
i was wrong. i keep trying and trying, but did i succeed?
NO. simply, NO.
when i say "i've given up" and look you in the eye,
my head says "no, i've not given up" when i say
"this is hopeless" there's a voice inside me that hopes for another chance
maybe this is like a Romeo and Juliet story.
maybe this is a fairytale which will come true.
or maybe this is fate.
love hurts when you
break up with someone
hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you
but love hurts the most when the person
you love has no idea how you feel